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30 Temmuz 2022, 01:44
Brian opens the door to Mark standing there with his head down, trying not to cry.* ?This is for you,? Mark says as he hands Brian the note of apology.* ?I know you probably don?t want to see me, but I am truly sorry for what I did.* I understand how wrong it is, and I can only try not to in the future.?Mark rubs his sleeve across his eyes and nose to catch the tears now falling like a young boy.* He starts to turn to leave, never once looking Brian in the eyes.* Brian is melting over how pathetic, and remorseful Mark appears.* Brain chastises himself to be strong and not be wavered by how pitiful Mark appears.Brian wants to take Mark in his arms and hold and comfort him but knows that this moment will define how their relationship will be going forward.* ?You don?t have to leave.* Come in and sit on the living room chair while I read your letter,? Brian tells him.Mark looks up finally with puppy dog eyes, like a pet being thrown a scrap of food.* Brian isn?t sending him away, yet.* There might be hope.* He scurries to the chair and sits down, his hands folded in his lap.Brian reads Mark?s letter through a couple of times to make Mark squirm a little.* Not to be mean, but to get Mark in the right mindset for the serious conversation they need to have.?Mark, I appreciate your apology to me, your recognition of what you did wrong, and why.* That is a start in the process. But there is much more you are going to have to come to terms with going forward,? Brian says in a stern voice,Mark is elated. If Brian is saying going forward, kaçak iddaa (http://www.eryom.com/) then he is not telling him that it is over between them.* For the first time, he looks into Brian?s eyes with hope.?These outbursts need to be controlled, and I think the first step is for you to come out to your friends and family at least.* I don?t expect you to go shouting from rooftops for all to hear, but those close to you need to know so they can support you, which I think they all will,? Brian said frankly.?I know I do. I am just so scared,? Mark replies in a small voice.* ?I saw James today, just before I came here.* He suggests it is time also.* I want people to know, but I am afraid of the reaction I will get.* And while I am not justifying what I did in any way, Abbie told me last night that her facing being outed to a whole group she did not know by me actually helped her to realize there really isn?t anything to fear from it.??No, Mark, it does not justify it, and I am glad you comprehend that,? Brian said with a chuckle.* ?Come over here. We have a lot to talk about.?* Hearing Brian?s invitation, something an hour ago Mark thought would never happen again, he hurries*to straddle Brian?s lap and kisses*him passionately.Feeling themselves in each other?s arms kissing for the first time in what feels like eons, rather than not even a day, they cling to each other.* Breaking apart, Brian brushes Mark?s hair aside and tells him they need to finish this conversation.* Mark agrees.?Brian, I know I need to open up and be honest about myself.* It just kaçak bahis (http://www.eryom.com/) seems so hard to me to admit what I know my father would consider a major failure.* I frighten myself imagining how he would have reacted.* I know he is gone now, but he still seems to have a firm hold over me,? Mark begins.?I think I am ready to.* Seeing Tim and Abbie and how he seems not to care what others might think.* He loves her and is not ashamed to admit it.* If I could tell people that I love you and you are who I am with no matter what anyone thinks, I could do that,? Mark went on.The room is silent and seems to be spinning for both of them, acknowledging what Mark just said.* He loves Brian!*Brian?s probing blue eyes stare into Mark?s brown ones.* Mark loves him?!?* And said it out loud? And he is willing to tell others? This is more than Brian could hope for.?You love me, Mark?? Brian inquires.* Mark blushes, conscious of what he just said.* His deepest feeling out loud.* He just nods his head.* ?Buddy, I love you more than words can say also,? Brian admits.* Both have now entered a special bubble of just the two of them.* The outside world and others do not matter.* They are in love with each other and no longer afraid to admit it.Needless to say, the rest of the conversation will be saved for tomorrow, as they kiss with such passion, feeling the love flow from each other.* Brian and Mark are soon in bed. Clothes are discarded as they undress each other on the way.*Brian is on top of Mark, pressing and grinding against him.* Both are getting illegal bahis (http://www.eryom.com/) harder by the second, kissing and licking each other?s necks and face as they do.* Brian lowers himself down to be able to suck on Mark?s nipples, and Mark runs his hands through Brian?s hair and then up and down on his spine.Brian goes lower and lower, licking and nibbling on Mark?s stomach and over his mons.* There is already a bit of precum on Mark?s tip.* Brian licks it up greedily and then begins to give Mark the best blowjob of his life.* Brian takes him entirely in as he massages Mark?s balls before sucking on one after another.*Brian's hand moves back and explored Mark?s crack and back entrance.* Lifting Mark?s legs high, Brian rims his hole to wet it enough.* Then fingers begin to enter Mark?s cavern as Brian returns to sucking and wanking Mark?s cock.*Brian?s fingers now resting in Mark, he begins pressing them in rhyme against Mark?s prostate.* Mark cries out in total bliss.* Brian is taking him to a higher summit than Mark has ever been to before.* Tears come to his eyes out of joy mixed with feelings that he does not deserve this for what he did.At this moment, so sure of things between Mark and himself, Brian is optimistic that they can conquer anything together now.* Yes, the big issue does need to be resolved, but there will be time for that later.Right now, confidence*in the love they have for each other is more than enough.* Understanding the feeling he has for Mark, Brian comprehends that he never had these emotions for Gary.* All he wants to do is keep Mark safe and happy. Brian cares so much about him.* He loves Mark unconditionally, regardless of his faults and shortcomings. To be able to share experiences with him and grow together.