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Chapter 5
Writers note: Read up on Emma and Joe's beginnings with Meeting Joe Pt 1 they leave for someone else. Maybe he's found someone else? Maybe he just wants to keep me around in case? Hell, he probably says love you to everyone he's been with Emma, so you're just no different than any other partner he's had. But fuck SAY SOMETHING.
"W-Why did you say that?" Came stuttering out of my mouth. Great, I thought, why did you say that? Really Emma? You could have said a million other things that would have been better. Say something else, you need to say something else. Damn it feels like it's been 15 minutes, if for some reason he means it, he's going to think you don't feel the same.
"I give people one chance to take it back." I rapidly blurted out, "I don't take saying that lightly, it means something to me, so if you don't really mean it, don't say it again and take it back."
"I'm not taking it back Emma." Joe stated, taking my face in his hands. "I love you."
"Good." I said, melting into his chest, "Because I love you too."
Joe wrapped his arms around me, and we hugged a minute longer. He then pulled away, taking my face in his hands, and pulling me into a kiss. My heart felt like it was going to Büyükesat Escort (http://kadinguzelligi.com/a/buyukesat-escort/) beat out of my chest.
"I will see you in the morning baby. And will be on kik later to chat." Joe replied before grabbing one of the spare hotels keys and before closing the door stated, "I have a surprise for you in the morning."
What in the actual fuck did he mean by that? I thought. Like him saying that wasn't surprise enough, he had to now add to my anxiety that there is something else.
I got myself dressed and headed out in search of something to eat. Between the drive, the activities with Joe, and that bombshell he dropped, I could feel my body getting exhausted and mood dropping. While driving around deciding on what to eat, I continued to go over the afternoon in my head, thinking of all the possible scenarios that whatever I had with Joe, was about to go wrong in some way.
I grabbed some food to go and headed back to the hotel to eat in my room. I sat on the bed, digging into my salad with grilled chicken, and grabbed my phone. I began texting my friend, going over the day, still trying to process. She was excited and thought it was awesome that Joe said he loved me, but I still Çayyolu Escort (http://kadinguzelligi.com/a/cayyolu-escort/) wasn't too sure. It made me anxious given my history, and I wasn't ready for things to end with Joe, as it had in all my previous relationships when someone claimed that they loved me.
Feeling the weight of the day, I headed to bed early after texting Joe goodnight. I struggled sleeping all night. I woke in the morning, my head still deep in thought on the evening before. I did my usual shower and breakfast, when I got Joe's text that he was on his way. I laid down scrolling on my phone waiting for Joe to get there.
Joe walked through the hotel door, and I sat up in bed. He had his usual backpack slung on his shoulder. I was really intrigued now as to why he needed it, what he had in there, and what his supposed "surprise" was.
Joe walked over to the bed, and I knelt in front of him so I could reach his face to pull him into a kiss. While kissing, I pulled Joe's shirt out from being tucked in his pants and reached my hand in so I could run my hand over his chest.
"Good morning." I said as I pulled away. "You need less clothing so I can touch you."
"Good morning to you." Joe replied, "I Cebeci Escort (http://kadinguzelligi.com/a/cebeci-escort/) guess I need to rectify this situation."
Joe began taking off his clothing, and I sat back on the bed to enjoy the show. I so enjoyed watching him take off his clothing and seeing all the places I would soon be able to touch. My lack of being touched for so many years made it so I never got enough of being able to touch Joe, and made me not want to waste any time we had together.
"Lay back on the bed." Joe instructed.
I looked at him questioningly, but did as he instructed to, and laid back on the bed, keeping the sheet on me to help hide my naked body. Once again, as if he read my mind, Joe yanked the sheet away from me.
"We won't be needing this, at least not right now." Joe stated, throwing the sheet to the floor.
Joe went to my bag and took out a pair of Velcro restraints I brought. He then went to his bag and pulled out several items, then walked over to the side of the bed.
"We're going to do something that we've discussed a few times." Joe stated, while he began putting the restraints on my wrists. "You will keep your hands above your head, if you move them, I will stop. You will also have a blindfold and noise cancelling headphones on. You need to speak and tell me if something isn't feeling right."
"Ok..." I replied. I had never done any type of sensory deprivation, and it had actually been a soft limit that I never wanted to explore. There had been only three people I had ever trusted enough to let my guard down, and Joe was one of them.
Writers note: Read up on Emma and Joe's beginnings with Meeting Joe Pt 1 they leave for someone else. Maybe he's found someone else? Maybe he just wants to keep me around in case? Hell, he probably says love you to everyone he's been with Emma, so you're just no different than any other partner he's had. But fuck SAY SOMETHING.
"W-Why did you say that?" Came stuttering out of my mouth. Great, I thought, why did you say that? Really Emma? You could have said a million other things that would have been better. Say something else, you need to say something else. Damn it feels like it's been 15 minutes, if for some reason he means it, he's going to think you don't feel the same.
"I give people one chance to take it back." I rapidly blurted out, "I don't take saying that lightly, it means something to me, so if you don't really mean it, don't say it again and take it back."
"I'm not taking it back Emma." Joe stated, taking my face in his hands. "I love you."
"Good." I said, melting into his chest, "Because I love you too."
Joe wrapped his arms around me, and we hugged a minute longer. He then pulled away, taking my face in his hands, and pulling me into a kiss. My heart felt like it was going to Büyükesat Escort (http://kadinguzelligi.com/a/buyukesat-escort/) beat out of my chest.
"I will see you in the morning baby. And will be on kik later to chat." Joe replied before grabbing one of the spare hotels keys and before closing the door stated, "I have a surprise for you in the morning."
What in the actual fuck did he mean by that? I thought. Like him saying that wasn't surprise enough, he had to now add to my anxiety that there is something else.
I got myself dressed and headed out in search of something to eat. Between the drive, the activities with Joe, and that bombshell he dropped, I could feel my body getting exhausted and mood dropping. While driving around deciding on what to eat, I continued to go over the afternoon in my head, thinking of all the possible scenarios that whatever I had with Joe, was about to go wrong in some way.
I grabbed some food to go and headed back to the hotel to eat in my room. I sat on the bed, digging into my salad with grilled chicken, and grabbed my phone. I began texting my friend, going over the day, still trying to process. She was excited and thought it was awesome that Joe said he loved me, but I still Çayyolu Escort (http://kadinguzelligi.com/a/cayyolu-escort/) wasn't too sure. It made me anxious given my history, and I wasn't ready for things to end with Joe, as it had in all my previous relationships when someone claimed that they loved me.
Feeling the weight of the day, I headed to bed early after texting Joe goodnight. I struggled sleeping all night. I woke in the morning, my head still deep in thought on the evening before. I did my usual shower and breakfast, when I got Joe's text that he was on his way. I laid down scrolling on my phone waiting for Joe to get there.
Joe walked through the hotel door, and I sat up in bed. He had his usual backpack slung on his shoulder. I was really intrigued now as to why he needed it, what he had in there, and what his supposed "surprise" was.
Joe walked over to the bed, and I knelt in front of him so I could reach his face to pull him into a kiss. While kissing, I pulled Joe's shirt out from being tucked in his pants and reached my hand in so I could run my hand over his chest.
"Good morning." I said as I pulled away. "You need less clothing so I can touch you."
"Good morning to you." Joe replied, "I Cebeci Escort (http://kadinguzelligi.com/a/cebeci-escort/) guess I need to rectify this situation."
Joe began taking off his clothing, and I sat back on the bed to enjoy the show. I so enjoyed watching him take off his clothing and seeing all the places I would soon be able to touch. My lack of being touched for so many years made it so I never got enough of being able to touch Joe, and made me not want to waste any time we had together.
"Lay back on the bed." Joe instructed.
I looked at him questioningly, but did as he instructed to, and laid back on the bed, keeping the sheet on me to help hide my naked body. Once again, as if he read my mind, Joe yanked the sheet away from me.
"We won't be needing this, at least not right now." Joe stated, throwing the sheet to the floor.
Joe went to my bag and took out a pair of Velcro restraints I brought. He then went to his bag and pulled out several items, then walked over to the side of the bed.
"We're going to do something that we've discussed a few times." Joe stated, while he began putting the restraints on my wrists. "You will keep your hands above your head, if you move them, I will stop. You will also have a blindfold and noise cancelling headphones on. You need to speak and tell me if something isn't feeling right."
"Ok..." I replied. I had never done any type of sensory deprivation, and it had actually been a soft limit that I never wanted to explore. There had been only three people I had ever trusted enough to let my guard down, and Joe was one of them.