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?Shit!? Jack muttered, quickly sitting up on the bed in front of me, attempting to provide some cover as laughter chorused from the apparent crowd in the hall.My instinct was to curl into a ball and roll to my side to hide myself. Then I felt the bed shift as Jack got up, making quick strides to the door.*?Alright, back off, guys. Give us some space,? I heard him say.*?I thought the open door was an invitation?!? asked a male voice that sounded like Pete?s.*?Just go back out to the pool. We?ll be out in a few minutes,? Jack grumbled.*And then I heard the door close, which muffled the sounds from the hallway: more voices and a thud against the wall as someone apparently slipped, nearly falling.*?Fuck! Can you grab me one of those towels? You guys soaked the entire floor!? Pete?s muffled voice yelled.*?We did?! It was your idea to come watch!? someone else yelled back. Maybe Johnny.*The rest got drowned out as the others made their way back down the hall and out of the house.*I finally moved to sit up on the bed, then stood to put the bikini bottoms back on, tying the strings once again.*?I?m sorry about that,? Jack said, coming to sit on the edge of the bed closest to me. ?I should?ve closed the door.?*I shook my head, blushing, biting my lip. I knew I was just as complicit as Jack was, and couldn?t let him take responsibility for what happened. ?It?s not your fault,? I told him, trying to force a smile. ?It?s fine.? Again, there was that crazy, out-of-control feeling I got from being with Jack that I hadn?t yet been able to get a handle on. That moment felt like a kind of wake-up call in terms of how far I was letting myself go.*But then I thought about the situation from Jack?s perspective and realized he must?ve been feeling weird about it, too. The others were his coworkers, after all. ?Is that going to make things really weird for you? We can just leave if you want.?*Jack looked away, shaking his head. Once again that avoidance made me think there was something he wasn?t telling me.*?What is it?? I asked, curious and a bit concerned.Jack sighed. ?I have to tell you something.?I suddenly had a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach, but my brain couldn?t even compute any worst-case scenarios to imagine. I had no idea what Jack was about to say.?I may have told those guys some things about you. Or us, I should say.?My eyes widened a bit, eyebrows raising. At that point, I had a feeling I knew what Jack was going to say next, and I felt a full-on flush coming on, heat already rising in my cheeks. ?What things?? I asked, bracing myself.*?I sort of set this pool party up as a surprise for you, because of the fantasy you shared with me. I ended up talking to Claire about it a little first, and Johnny, and it sort of just snowballed from there.?I found it difficult to maintain eye contact with Jack at that moment, remembering the conversation he was referring to. It was during and after sex a few weeks ago, one of many times we?d discussed different fantasies we?d each had, and things we wanted to try. Jack had named some things like hooking up in his office and trying anal sex - fantasies I had readily fulfilled for him on my own since then.*My fantasies were a bit more involved, though. I had felt crazy just saying some of it aloud, but I trusted Jack, and we?d been so open with each other about everything so far that I felt safe telling him. But hearing that he?d ended up telling his coworkers what I wanted, and inviting them to a pool party where they were expecting it to happen, caused me to doubt my instincts.*?What are you thinking?? he asked, keeping me from getting too lost in my head.I told him the gist of what was running through my mind at that point.*Jack shook his head when he heard my concern and clarified, ?There are no expectations for today. I made it very clear to those guys that you?d be in charge and they shouldn?t count on anything actually happening.?I just nodded slowly, still processing.**Jack continued, airing out some of his guilt. ?I?m sorry Jess. I realize now that it was really stupid and shitty to spring this on you. I just wanted to surprise you, I guess. And to do something special for you, to let you know how much I like you, and like being with you. The thing is though, lately, and especially after what happened at my place earlier today, I?ve been having second thoughts about all of it myself. I don?t know if I feel like I?d want to share you with anyone else.?Hearing Jack?s confession threw me for a loop yet again. I realized that, even after finding out that he?d shared my most personal thoughts and desires with not one but 6 of his coworkers, I still couldn?t bring myself to feel betrayed by him. I trusted what he was telling me, that his heart was in the right place, and he really did just want to help make my fantasies come true.**Still, when he followed up by asking what I thought, I told him I wasn?t sure. ?I think I need some time to think about çankaya escort (http://eryamansu.com/ad-category/cankaya-escort/) it.??Yeah, of course,? he agreed, easily.But the problem remained. ?Although I?m not sure there?s a way to go back out to the party without things feeling incredibly awkward at this point.?*Jack laughed a little, breaking some of the tension. ?Maybe not.?*I smiled back, feeling the heat rise back up in my cheeks, though it was feeling like more of a comfortably excited flush. The way I always seemed to feel when I was with him. ?I definitely think the gold bikini would be overkill at this point,? I teased.The corner of Jack?s mouth crooked up into a grin as he shook his head. ?Don?t think you?re getting out of that. Not until I pull those strings loose again, anyway.?*I laughed. As self-conscious as I knew I would feel going back out to the pool like this, knowing what the others had all just witnessed and what they already knew, I had to admit there was a certain thrill in the idea. So, I decided not to fight Jack on it anymore.*With one final check to make sure all the gold fabric was in place, I let him take my hand and lead me out of the room. We stepped carefully over puddles and towels on the floor in the hallway and made our way back out into the kitchen, stopping to get fresh drinks before heading back outside.*I poured myself a double shot of tequila, and downed it before starting on my next vodka lemonade, hoping that it would take away some of the anxiety.*Jack watched as I poured and took the shot, smiling playfully at me and chuckling a little.I laughed back. ?Want one?? I asked him.In response, Jack grabbed himself a shot glass and slid it over to me. I poured another shot for each of us, and we took them together.****The others were all hanging around the pool when we came back out. Claire and Johnny each sat on the edge of the deck with their feet dangling into the water while the others were in the water playing a game of keep-up with a beach ball. Everyone?s drinks were scattered around the edge of the deck.As soon as Jack and I stepped back outside, there were some cheers and whistles. None of the others seemed interested in pretending they hadn?t seen and heard what they did. There were some compliments for Jack, for his skills. And for me, for my performance as well.*Jack and I just looked at each other as the others continued their taunting, smiling, and letting it play out. Eventually, Jack had to speak up and tell them to knock it off, and they did, mostly.*We joined them in the pool. I got all compliments for my bikini, foremost from Claire.?Damn Jess, that suit!? she said.*Something about the way she looked at me, or where she was looking when she said that made me blush yet again. I hoped my ?Thanks? sounded casual. There was some more snickering and laughing at the other end of the pool, though.*As the afternoon went on, things mostly remained casual. We all kept drinking and talking, playing different games in the pool while music emanated from the speakers. They talked a lot about things that had happened at the office, of course. But they were all good about filling me in on the important details so that I?d get the gist.*But then things took a bit of a turn as we made it to evening, and everyone had had plenty to drink. I was getting another refill for Jack and me at one point, and Pete came to join me in the kitchen. I felt uncomfortable right away but tried to hide it, just smiling back at him when he came in. He got himself another beer and opened it, then stood in my path as I tried to make my way back out to the deck.*?Are you having fun so far, Jess? We haven?t been boring you too much with the work talk, I hope?? he asked.?No,? I laughed. ?I?d heard a few of those stories from Jack already, but it?s funny to hear everyone else?s perspectives.?Pete laughed along. ?Yeah, I bet. I guess it?s good to know that Jack?s been telling you some things, too. Wouldn?t want to think that the storytelling was all one-sided,? he said with a wink.Uh oh. Here we go. I felt myself tense, anticipating what he might say next. But I was also curious, so I tried to control the situation myself. ?What exactly did he tell you??Pete?s eyes widened. ?You don?t know??I shrugged. ?He told me the gist of it. But not the specifics.?*Pete nodded, smirking and taking a step closer. ?Well, he may have told us about your little after-hours adventure at the office last month. I definitely put in a word with management about getting some security cameras set up after hearing about that missed opportunity. Would?ve loved to see the show.?*I felt the heat rush to my cheeks and neck, remembering the night Pete was referring to when Jack had snuck me into his office after everyone else had gone for the day. There were a lot of things he could?ve told Pete and the others about that night. The thought caused a slight stirring between my legs, but I was keçiören escort (http://eryamansu.com/ad-category/kecioren-escort/) still feeling stuck somewhere between excited and embarrassed. I tried to fight the insecurity away, holding my head up and asking, ?Is that all he told you??Pete kept smiling at me, curiously. ?You mean other than what you want from all of us? And the real reason we?re all here tonight? Let me tell you, I was more than happy to offer my house up when Jack told us about your fantasy. Wanted to make sure I?d be on the guest list.?*Fuck. Pete took another step closer, and I could feel myself reacting to him, despite myself. Still, I felt a need to hold back. ?Jack also said he told you all that I?m not really sure about any of it,? I said firmly, taking a step back.*His smirk turned slightly more menacing. ?I find it hard to believe that you would tell your boyfriend that you want to be fucked by other people if you weren?t already sure you wanted it.?*Before I could think about how to respond, Jack came into the house looking for me. ?Everything okay?? he asked me, looking first at Pete, then meeting my eyes.?Yeah, I?m fine,? I told him, not sure how well I was hiding my frustration.?Just getting a refill,? Pete answered, grinning and holding up his drink.*Jack seemed uneasy watching Pete. ?Can we talk?? he asked me.I didn?t answer right away, but Pete got the hint, looking between us. ?I?ll give you two a minute.?Once we were alone, Jack moved closer to me in the kitchen. ?What was that all about???I just had to hear from Pete that your friends all know about what happened at your office.?I met Jack?s eyes. He looked conflicted.*?Why didn?t you tell me they knew about that??Jack hesitated. Then, ?I don?t know. I said I told them some things.?I rolled my eyes. ?Well, now would be a great time to elaborate!??I?m sorry! I really didn?t mean for them all to find out. I only told Claire and Johnny about it, one night when we went out for drinks after work, but I guess Johnny told Ari, and then he told Pete. And it was pretty tough to keep a lid on it once Pete found out. I?ve just been nervous that it might get back to our supervisor and I could get in trouble or even fired. But I?m sorry for not thinking more about how you?d feel.?I wasn?t sure what to say to that, taking it all in.*?I?m guessing you probably want to go now?? Jack guessed when I didn?t respond.*It felt like a jab, hearing Jack being so dismissive suddenly. I just let it go and went along with what he was saying. ?Yeah, I?m not sure there?s much of a chance that things will get any less awkward.?Jack nodded. ?Okay. Can you give me a bit to sober up? I?ll start drinking water.?I shook my head. ?No, it?s okay. I think I?m just gonna request an Uber. You should stay.??All the way back to the city??*?No, just to the train station. I?ll take the train home.? Then, when Jack gave me a pleading look, I added, ?It?s fine. You stay and have fun. I?m gonna go get changed.?And with that, I left the fresh drinks on the counter and headed down the hall to the guest room again, where I?d left my stuff. I got a weird feeling, coming back into the room and seeing the bed, remembering everything that had happened earlier with Jack, and how good it had felt. It was fairly depressing letting the party end this way. I sat on the bed next to my stuff for a few minutes before changing, thinking about everything I?d found out, and everything that had happened so far that day. I knew I was trying to talk myself into staying, and whatever that would include. But I wasn?t sure if I really wanted to do it for myself, or if I would just be doing it to please Jack, not to mention the others. It was something I?d been thinking about for quite a while, but suddenly facing an opportunity to make this particular fantasy a reality was overwhelming. I tried thinking through some specifics about what might happen. What would I want? What might they ask for? What did Jack want? He?d said earlier that he wasn?t sure anymore whether he was ok with sharing me. Could he have already told the others to back off? If I went along with at least some of it, would he try to talk me out of it?Just then, there was a light knock on the door that jolted me out of my thoughts.*?Jess? Can I come in??*It was Claire. I got up and walked to the door, opening it slowly. ?Hey.??Hey,? she said with a cautious smile. ?Can we talk??I moved aside to let Claire in, closing the door again once she was inside.*She came right in and sat on the bed facing me, her towel wrapped around her waist. ?I just wanted to say that I?m really sorry about how uncomfortable this whole thing must feel for you. I?m sorry some of the guys are handling it so poorly.?I remained standing, arms crossed over my chest in a defensive stance, and shrugged. ?I?m not sure I?d take too much of the blame from Jack?s shoulders.?Claire shook her head. ?I know you?re upset that he told etimesgut escort (http://eryamansu.com/ad-category/etimesgut-escort/) us anything without checking with you first, but he really wasn?t doing it in a douchey way. When he talked to Johnny and me, it was really sincere. I believe that he just wanted to figure out a way to give you what you wanted, with people he trusts.?I wasn?t sure what to say to that, so I didn?t.*?I wish you would stay so we could at least talk some more. We don?t have to talk about anything you don?t want to, but I?m really enjoying getting to know you so far, and Jack can?t say enough good things. You?re really special to him, you know.?I felt the heat rising in my cheeks, unable to help the blush. It was nice to hear that Jack thought about me and talked about me with his coworkers and friends. And it felt nice talking to Claire, too. I could see why Jack had thought she?d be a good choice for us to explore with. She was easy to be around from the start, and even if Jack hadn?t already talked her up so much, I know I would?ve wanted to become friends.*?You are, too,? I told her. ?He talks about you a lot with me, so I guess I can see why he?d feel comfortable talking to you about everything.?Claire smiled. ?I promise. That?s all it was.?I nodded, deciding to accept what she was telling me, and took a seat on the bed beside her. But I still felt like I needed to know more. ?What exactly did he tell you? I think I got the gist from Pete, but I imagine hearing the firsthand account will be more reliable.?*Claire rolled her eyes at the mention of Pete. ?Yes. Don?t mind him. He wasn?t even supposed to be involved, but he overheard Johnny and Ari talking and then came up with the whole pool party idea. And none of the rest of us have pools or houses as nice as this, so???Right,? I conceded.*?Anyway, to answer your question, Jack only told me you?ve been wanting to try some new things together lately, and that maybe one of those things would involve another woman. I?ve been pretty open about different things I?ve done in the past, so I guess that?s how he knew I might be interested.?I suddenly felt a tightening in my chest. It became difficult to breathe normally. But I had to ask. ?What things??Claire didn?t seem to flinch as she answered so casually. ?I?ve had a lot of experiences with both men and women. And couples. And groups. I just really enjoy trying new things, and I don?t see the point of feeling self-conscious about it.?*I don?t think I did a great job of hiding my surprise, because Claire started laughing when she saw my expression.*?I guess Jack hasn?t told you as much as I thought.?*I laughed, too. ?I guess not.?*?Hope I?m not making you uncomfortable,? Claire said, resting a hand on my bare knee.*I felt a bit of a jolt when she touched me, and barely stopped myself from pulling back reactively. I knew uncomfortable was not quite the right word, but I was definitely on edge. ?No,? I stalled, trying to gather my thoughts. ?I guess I just feel like I have a million questions that I?m afraid to ask.?*?Sure, that makes sense,? Claire smiled, not moving her hand. ?But don?t be afraid. What do you want to know? Like I said, I?m an open book.?*I swallowed and nodded, but kept fidgeting with my fingernails, hesitating to answer.?You want to know more about what I?ve done?? Claire guessed, her thumb grazing the skin above my knee.Somehow, I kept myself from sighing or moaning in response. I felt like I was on fire, a sudden throbbing between my legs, which always seemed to happen in reaction to good dirty talk. Beyond words, I just nodded my head.*Claire grinned. ?Well, I suppose I?ve just always enjoyed kissing girls more than guys. I feel more of a connection. Not to mention going down on girls, whether they?re lesbian, or bi, or just curious. And there?s something about having a straight woman going down on me that just drives me fucking crazy,? Claire explained bluntly.*I felt a throbbing sensation between my legs, so turned on as I pictured it: lying on my back and looking down to see Claire?s face between my legs. Then lying on my stomach between Claire?s legs, leaning in to taste her. I felt myself tense and knew she could feel it too, her hand still braced on my thigh. I met her eyes and saw that they were hooded with desire. Suddenly, it was difficult to breathe.?And like I said before, I?ve been hooking up with other couples here and there. It?s usually a man and a woman, where the woman is feeling curious to try things with me, and so the whole thing is generally about me hooking up with her while the boyfriend or husband watches. The guys usually want to join in too, of course. So I do that sometimes if I?m into it, and if the other girl is ok with it.?I felt my flush growing exponentially as Claire went on, somehow keeping her cool.*?I?ve also taken part in a fair amount of group sex, and that sort of thing. I usually find out about it through friends or someone I?ve hooked up with in the past. Those have been mostly coed, but I went to one party with all women. That was really fun.?I wasn?t sure how to respond, feeling closer and closer to exploding, in the best way possible.*Claire was patient, her hand sliding ever so slightly higher on my thigh as she spoke. But she didn?t push me to respond to anything she was telling me.**