Ava Reminiscing About "The Stage"

Over the six months after Ava stripped at The Stage, she talked about the wild things that happened to her that night, from time to time.* She would tell me how, prior to her big night, she was so nervous about getting on a stage in front of complete strangers and stripping naked.* She said that her only comfort was knowing that no one in the audience would know her, and, by chance, if it was someone that had seen her before, they wouldn?t be able to recognize her because she was incognito behind a mask. She said that her attitude was that she knew that she had a sexy body, so she figured she probably wouldn't have to do much on the stage to get the audience to like her.However, she said that her nervousness doubled when the manager informed her that after she stripped naked, she was going to have to sit right in front of each guy with her legs spread open and actually let them finger her.* She had never sex hikaye imagined that when she agreed to strip for my birthday that it would mean letting guys actually play with her vagina.*To her, a stripper is a girl that just dances around and takes off all her clothes. That is all. But the thought of having to lay down right in front of a guy and spread her legs open and really let a guy get up close and personal with her was a whole new level of eroticism and nervousness. She was reluctant to do it, but, there again, at least, it was total strangers that didn?t know who she was and will never see her again.For months and months, Ava tried to convey to me the feeling that she had when she actually came out onto the stage for the first time wearing her skimpy little blue summer dress and high heels.She said she was so nervous when she first walked onto the stage that she didn't seks hikaye even want to face the crowd.* She just faced the back wall but kept telling herself that she had to turn around and actually face the crowd at some point.* So after about thirty seconds, she finally built up enough courage to turn around and face the audience but still kept her head down.*Then, after a little while longer, she lifted her head up and looked out into the audience.She said that she looked out through the bright stage lights and into the audience, realizing, only then, that all of the guys sitting around the stage on the front row appeared to be American military guys. Since she lived and worked on the Air Force base and also went to both Air Force and Marine base gyms all the time, the chances that one of these guys might have seen her before was now greatly increased.Starting to panic, her eyes quickly shifted to the second, third, and fourth rows, never once seeing any guy that looked Japanese.* She told me that at that point she actually started to feel like she was going to faint in front of all of these military guys but did her best to keep her composure.Then, as she was trying her best to keep her composure while dancing around, she looked out again and realized that she actually recognized some of the guys from the Air Force gym, some other guys from the Marine base gym, and then a guy that she had met at her work at the Base Exchange. These were not Japanese strangers but U.S. military guys, many of which she had seen checking her out while she worked out at the gym.Dancing in front of strangers that don't even know her is one thing but dancing, and having to strip in front of military guys that she recognized and might recognize her was a whole different level of nervousness. Her brain was racing, and she was trying to comprehend the fact that she was very soon going to have to strip completely naked in front of all of them. She tried her best not to faint.